I invite you to begin a conversation again with me this week. It is an answer to a great question that has
skewed my view from the Open Road.
In fact, being perfectly honest, as a second year seminarian, I have
been struggling for most of my seminary career with this question.
What theological concept do you most struggle with and what options
are out there?
Now, I must admit before I go too far that as I read this question,
pulled from the “Box of Doom,” aloud to my classmates, I rather jokingly made
the admission that I personally struggle with just about all theological
concepts. Although this was a flippant response, said in a jokingly good-natured
way, I must confess that as I continue to ponder theology and the implications
of theology I am more convinced than ever that I will continue to struggle with
almost all theological concepts. Maybe
that is a good thing because the struggling builds both clarity and conviction.
Nonetheless, back to the
question:
What Theological concept do you most struggle with?
Recently, upon reading a book titled How to Think Theologically
written by Howard Stone and James Duke- two professors from Brite Divinity
School in Texas, I stumbled across this definition to theology, “theology is a
seeking after understanding- a process of thinking about life in the light of
the faith that Christians engage in...”[1] I like this definition. As Christians “every aspect of ...life...is a
theological testimony.”[2] Did
you ever stop to think about that? As a
Christian everything you do, or don’t do, has a theological implication. Everything!
I never really thought this way before entering seminary. And, you might not have either. If you had asked me previously to define theology,
my definition would have been something like this: Theos- God; ology- study
of= the study of God. A pretty
trivial definition to be sure but nonetheless it’s how I thought. I would not have considered myself a
theologian. I was a husband, a father,
an uncle, a son, a builder, a student...but a theologian? NO WAY!!
Here lies the real struggle; most of us don’t think that we actively engage
in theological study, when really we do.
Theology is not just left to the people with a ton of letters behind
their name, rather theology is something you and I, as Christians, are
constantly doing- even if we don’t realize it.
Every thought, action, plan, deed....reveals something about how we
respond and think about God. In this
light, everything we do is theological reflection.
So, if you’re like me, these thoughts are probably surprising to
you, aren’t they? I mean do we really
think about God all the time? Is every
decision I make a decision that is theologically relevant? If we are honest, the answer is “no.” You see, in our day-to-day reality, for most of us,
unless we are actively involved in Bible reading or study, the sad reality is
that we tend to run our lives as if we were on self-pilot. God is a reality that all too often is forgotten
in the hustle and bustle of the day-to-day activities. We rely on our own
control and only allow God to have control when we lose control of our lives.
Reliance is a weakness to us. However, scripture reveals a very different reality,
a reality that we would do good to follow.
In Psalm 121 we encounter a God who is our helper (vs. 1&2), our keeper
(vs. 3&4), our protector (vs. 5&6), and our guard (vs. 7&8).
Proverbs 3:5-6 says “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on
your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him and he will direct
your paths.”
Isaiah 26:4 says “Trust in the Lord forever, for in the Lord
God you have an everlasting rock.”
Jeremiah 17:7 “Blessed
are those who trust in the Lord, whose
trust is the Lord.”
Matthew 6:25-34 Don’t
Worry
Philippians 4:6-7 “Do
not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with
thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which
surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ
Jesus.”
Are you beginning to see a theme emerge? Live in total reliance on God. It’s that simple! Not only is it a major scriptural strand, but
it also opens us to the reality that indeed all, our entire being, revolves, is
centered on, thinking theologically. When
we see that as Christians, we exist and have our being by thinking
theologically then the focus we commit to the study of theology takes on a very
different meaning as well.
For this week, this has been my view from the Open
Road.[3]
Derek,
ReplyDeleteI was interested to see what would be written upon the reception of this prompt, and I'm impressed. Well done pointing out that theological concepts have real implications on every day and every single thing we do as believers. I think you did well showing how God has worked in you, but also the fact that you're still in the life-long struggle of grasping for the exact meaning of God's multi-faceted call in your life. Keep on the path brother, thanks for your insights!
I know that this is something that I struggle with every single day. Being a very self reliant personality/DIY/Having control type person this is easy in theory and hard in practice. Its something that really easy to say but extremely hard to do because of the unknowns. Humans are set up to like routine and control and this very thing goes against our nature to give up OUR way of doing things and let God lead you and your life. Many times he leads you into the difficult paths that take you out of your comfort zone and out of your routine to help teach you and make you a better person. Its the unknown, its scary, hard to do and know matter how hard we try we will always fall short at leting God lead us all the time.
ReplyDeletethanks
marcus
I agree it is so hard to remember to think about God when everything is going our way, but the minute something goes wrong we reach out to him. That is one of the things i have been working on for past couple of months remembering to rely on God not only in the bad times but also the good times.
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